Do you feel it?
Do you sense it?
like something fluttering in the distance so close but you can't see it^^
Yet can feel it, each flap of a buttrflis wings sends tiny signals and energies that radiate then bounce off of each ohter.
What is it?
Where is it?
The heartbeat of the force itself
where each tiny life smol or big is a sacred and beautiful gift
Album set to release june 7th! i'm stoked
happy 4th ya nerds
https://youtu.be/AzbetQUoYC0?si=LnERigEIPZpTSH7r
1.Job secured. Stoked to go to college and grateful I can afford it and be helped.
2. Grateful for rock climbing and memberships.
3. Working on my album called crazy 4 u and working on some stuff before finalizing distrubituion.
meditations going well. got job interview. cross training with James from COJK.
i present my first edit ever, upon inspiration from my prsonal thesis.
Todays focus Ikigai
What you are passionate about.
What you have that is a service that is in demand.
What you can get paid to do.
Wisdom:
Do things because you love it, maintain the playful relationship with life/self, and maintain balance. Everyone is different, find yours.
Tools:
Positive Affirmation, Grounding, Being in present moment.
Book suggestions:
War of art by Steven Pressfield
Study Assignment:
1. Observe the narratives, choices, and then decide what to let go of by grounding into body to get out of your own head.
2. Passions vs. Hobby. Definition. Exploration and Self Discovery.
Write down clear goals. Do the work, get em done  Great job self  keep up the great work!
Building Presence:
Do something physically active and focus on the energy of your work .Bring the desired image/and take time to envision the awesome self you will become. Continue to cultivate this energy by developing yourself so you can operate on the level you need to. Invest in education, training, etc. Now do the steps on your road map with that same energy and you'll find great results.
#Philosophy #Ikigai #Contemplation #HolisticLifeCoaching
Accomplishment of being booked for 1 music festival,
working on getting booked for a few others.
Applying for pell grant for education
Todays affirmations are i let go of worry of money and let the force carry me through
My focus:
Making music, buying rights from a few producers, and educating myself.
Been meditating, experiencing life, being outside, getting back into osme regular workouts 2-3 times a month.
Setting goals and manifestations.
Todays affirmation
I let them go becuase they aren't worth carrying around with me alll the time. I have better things to thinka bout, feel about, and while everyhting is valid I choose to live in the present moment vs. th past.
Todays affirmation is i am focused and make good choices
Did balancing and frequency work on all chakras for harmony with self, force, and path.
Ysterdays affirmations:
Root
i am done holding back and further embrace my power yet do so in the best mindful way i can.
Crown:
I trust in source/force to build me up and develop me to where i need to be so i can receive.
Ysterdays affirmations:
i am done holding back and further embrace my power yet do so in the best mindful way i can.
After my chakra meditations I flowed into this. Been almost an hour now and my body feels lighter. I felt better today.
Made a mix today and felt inspired to make a more jedi ish meditation kinda mix today.
Waiting to hear back from paul mitchell school about working for them,
Hope to start working soon and earn more money for equine gestalt schooling. I spoke with my friend who is the Shadow Aspect Leader at FA about my studies and possible return in the future. I don't feel ready now but was just curios and she shard helpful things that give me an outline to work on.
Plus after some recent things with my Mentor there are some more Jedi goals. Been struggling with fear of losing my mentorship yet putting that aside i'm just working on doing my best. Sometimes fear in this case gave me a scare and lead to some inner realizations so I can be better student to have better relationship. I pushed him away and freaked out on him. Not being able to move as freely while going through a lot of shifts does make things emotional for me.
I am no longer training at the same school yet just left a voicemail to train at a new martial arts school to continue my journey. A few toxic relationships have ended and been doing a lot of Shadow work. I hope my Jedi mentor can be understanding and that I don't lose this because honestly the thought of losing the one Mentor that I really enjoy breaks me internally While I can move on it shattered me inside I laid down last night going on some spiritual trips through my meditation in Astral world.
As a Shaman I can journey alone and I had a moment where spirit asked me if I wanted to give up or live. I was so tired and everything felt so heavy but after some contemplation I fought it. I will fight to better myself so I can live on and someday become an even better person. I am not strong yet but am getting there. I refuse to act like that again and what I thought I saw as loss is just an opportunity to learn. I foresaw a part of this moment but didn't know it'd be a tiny moment where I can choose. I did some inner dialect work and felt my body lighten. Like it was humming and awakning new frequency which is good. It's normal whn I do that kind of work.
I am human and am flawed yet also no excuses. Something can always be learned. I am going to make it out and can resume my usual horse therapy soon once my finger is healed. I groom horses, clean stalls, spend time with them and sometimes ride. My mental health should resume to a better space and it's been cold thatI can't always make it up to mountains.I also gonna invest in equine gestalt coaching on the side like as a client on top of being a student in the EGCM masters program.
My other mentor Octagon tells me he loves me and is patient with me bcause he sees past the non jedi like moments. Everyone is learning and in the end it's up to things both within my control and out of my control. I hope I didn't push my mentor away permanantly though and hope to just resume but ten times better then where I began. When I fail like this I learn and see a lot of things I can work on. That's okay and overall just proud of myself.
Working on an album called crazy for you that is inspired by some recents events.